| today was the last day of school. im hurt. and heartbroken. justin keeps blowing me off. we will start having a conversation and then he will stop talking to me and act like something is wrong. i dont know what i did wrong i cant change my feelings towards him its killing me. i cant be just friends with you justin. and if all you want is to be just friends then i guess this is it for us. i cant be just friends with the one i care most about. your my world and all i think about. but if u dont understand that fine watever. just quit leading me on. u act like u want to be with me again, and then u go and act like we are just friends. we are and always will be more than just friends. its just how it is okay? u know that and i know that. ugg i cant handle this shit anymore. quit leading me on tell me the truth up front! it cant hurt any worse than it already does. oooh & btw...im NOT deppressed?? MY ASS. | Your Depression Level: 80% |  You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help. |
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| hey yall. prom was saturday. justin asked me and i said no so ya thats smart of me right?? not. okay cuz he went with his best friend or whatever. and he dumped me the day before prom. great...neways. we dont want to be together until summer. its the end of highschool for him and hes graduating. im not im just a sophomore and i have two more years. so the school year is getting hectic fast and seeing eachother is unlikely right now. we both decided that the break up was the best idea. neways. dont have much to say but that. oooh ya today is my BiRTHDAY!!! my sweet 16 fools. and saturday, the 12th, is my sweet 16 (the party) a bunch of people are coming. its gonna be awesome. well idk what else to say but that. i might update soon. ttyl :] btw. i never posted this disney world picture. this is right after we performed at "Magic Kingdom" 
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| sup freaks? im just sittin here late at night talkin to my buddies ANGiE, justin :] and rae. so yea i had spring show last saturday and i was too lazy to update so im doin it now. oo i still have pics from florida i havent posted so those pics too. neways, schools been okay. and BTW MATT...i get it u can chill out nah. lol. okay sooo. i started drivers ed on monday and i only needed 6 hours of class time before i could test and get my permit. well i did and i passed! finally i have a damn permit lol. well nothin really interesting to talk bout sooo PiCS!! disney world stuff and spring show 07 :] enjoy. SPRiNG SHOW 07: 
DiSNEY WORLD!!!  haha look at justin he didnt even kno pendarvis was takin a picture lol.
 this was a 50 dollar toy kids. omgosh
 wat a hottie :]
 this was beautiful!!!!
im done. comment && see ya :] |
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| this is why talking to ex boyfriends is weird: xoLOVEViNTAGExo: whos this? Cows Do Fly 8o8: kyle xoLOVEViNTAGExo: oh. Cows Do Fly 8o8: who is this xoLOVEViNTAGExo: katie Cows Do Fly 8o8: o     hey yall. well nothing really has been up lately. except for the last few days. on monday something started happening with...ooo i cant tell yall. just angie lol. its too private. neways, im soo bored. im supposed to be writing a paper right now but i dont want to finish it yet. like ive started but i dont want to type the rest right now its gay. so yea next friday and saturday is my spring show...."Dancing in the Street" is our theme Cali came up with it. its soo cute. and my squad is second to go on after the opening performance and an officer dance and the moms. im soo nervous. i mean this is my second year for spring show but i was JV last year...now it really counts if i screw up lol. well yea so DiSNEY WORLD!! it was the best man! i loved it. i got to hang out with Tecia, Nina, Karen, Stefani, Caroline, Kirsten, Britanni, and Stephanie!!! it was fantastic. and carlynn's brother justin. haha hes so awesome. i have soo many pictures from that. man all i can think about is spring show and how much fun its gonna be! like WOW lol. GO ZEBRAS BABi!! okay so i got a new phone lol. its soo hot. its like an mp3 with a digital camera and everything. ya kno tha works lol?! and i got two cellphone charms. a texas longhorn charm and a pig lol. and i got a checkerboard cover. its soo RAW okay. so theres nothing much for me to talk about. ok well there is something. JOE. quit messing with my feelings. i dont wanna sit a try to figure you out. one day we are great and the next day you dont even say goodbye at the end of school. wth?! ugg just shut up....and heres another thing. MATT. you dont want to be with any other girl but me you "say" but then you go off and -KiSS- janye?! wtf. i dont understand why the hell u play me. and with carol too. get it straight or this isnt gonna work i am seriously sick of it. |
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|   hey yall. man im so bored. its been a long febuary lol. soo much drama and stuff. thankfully i get to see my bestest friend angie next weekend!! so last saturday (a week ago from today) was competition for drill team and we got sweepstakes for my squad tha ZEBRAS! how awesome is that. so did the superheroes and clovers. and then our team overall got sweepstakes for team military which is soo freakin awesome! btw if you dont know wat a sweepstakes is, its like the best, like winning the gold lol i guessssssss. so yea schools been great. dramas been interesting like its a little more "dramatic" than usual. someone always has something negative to say about your wardrobe or hair ya know? its like a daily thing with the perfect people to insult people who are in definition "less perfect" than they are. i dunno i just had to get that off my chest :] |
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